I’ve been in a funk all day. Feeling a certain way all of a sudden seeking for some kinda change. Not sure what that even entails exactly, but I just want change in my life. For whatever reason I feel suffocated. Maybe the fact that this has been my first relaxing weekend in so long that all of these thoughts and emotions are finally reaching the surface. I have been thinking about changing up my daily routine and trying harder to achieve a much better work/life balance. Lately, my parents and friends have constantly been telling me that I work too hard and too much when we discuss what I’ve been up to. They are absolutely right and I need to really learn to step away from my work as much as I love it. I feel like I need to try new things, meet new people again, travel more, etc. I guess I kinda need to “date myself” to discover or even rediscover some things about myself.
For now just changing up things in my room is a baby step that’s making me feel a little bit better. I ordered new sheets tonight and I’m pretty excited for that. So dumb and lame, but as mentioned in my previous post I am a pretty simple person and it doesn’t take much to satisfy me. For a very long time I’ve been thinking about taking a crochet class or getting back into painting. I did look up potential crochet class in the area. Been trying hard to fit yoga into my morning routine. So much that I want to do, but it’s just the matter of figuring out my schedule to incorporate these things without feeling overwhelmed. This will definitely be a challenge for me that’s for sure.
But I think I’ve had way too much free time over the weekend to think a little bit too much. :p